Happy Mooncake Festival, everyone!

It's Mid-Autumn festival..
Once again, wishing everyone has a wonderful celebration...
I had mine with all my coursemates, enjoyed indeed a wonderful night with them...
It's a great night...
Enjoy...

Prayer, strengthens me...

What had happen to me?
Literature review makes me crazy!!
An assignment that frustrated me lots...
I don't know what to say...
Perhaps that's a moral to me...
I should relax more, but not hurry myself!
In fact, there's nothing to be perfect..

Few nights couldn't sleep well..
Looking into the sky,
dark clouds had covered the bright moon...
no stars at all...
what does it represents?

Hiding myself in the bed,
peeping through the window...
everything seems dark...
Sadness were hidden in my heart...
Why am I so stressful?
Shouldn't I relax?
What had went on?
A mistake that I shouldn't do?
Sigh...

I need more encouragements...
I need to pray harder...
Go nearer to God...
I trust that God is always there for me...
as long as i never leave Him...

Jude 1:20 ~ But you dear friends, build yourself up in your most holy faith and pray in the Holy Spirit.

Yea~ I should pray...
In fact, prayer strengthens my heart...
Hoping for a miracle tomorrow...

Bon voyage, Thomas!

Hey, Mato!

You are always on my mind!

Keep in touch!

All the best!

Take care ya...

God bless you...

Love,

Yvonne.

Has the problems gone?

Receiving a surprising call from him in the midnight...
Well, just a normal chatting...
Feeling a lot better than previous chattings...
Thanks God...
Hope he is doing well in his new life...

I'm OFF...

Busy... Busy... Busy...

Nevermind...
Enjoy the laughings and chattings during the pre pharm lab preparations...
Enjoy the processes during lab sessions...
Relax for the tough M&I assignment... sweat

More updates soon...

PRE - Fairy Tales (part 2)

my impression in his heart...

"from the 1st time, i saw u, can see tat u cant express urself well.
everythin keep inside ur heart.
when u start to talk, i was quite shock tat u are very active.
coz when we talk, was in desmond car.. suddenly he was so quiet..
so anyway, tat's was not important.
during cg or any event, can see tat u try to act like a lady..
then when at beach... when hold ur hands, jst realize that this girl is not what i think.. she more weaker than she is..
she needs more encouragement, security, comfort..
then from there we start to sms or msn.. "

I wonder...

After viewing one of my friend's profile...
give me a breath...
wow... Love is so powerful!
Even gal with gal...
I could hardly accept it now...
Even though I experienced it before...

Somebody asked me before: How can you fall in love with a gal??
I couldn't answer. Perhaps the feeling of LOVE was there.
I loved her before.
Maybe that's my 1st love. That's why I loved her lots.
Thanks for loving me so much as well.
Anyway, everything had passed.
She is still a SHE now. What I can say is: You're always so handsome! haha...
To all the gals who loved me before, honestly speaking,
I'm sorry. i had never being a TOM BOY.
Just characterize like a guy only. hehe...
Sorry for not accepting the love declaration from you all...

Thanks for all the memories...

Miserable days?

Whole day just wasted like that. Eat, sleep, chatting...
Hmmm...
assignment... still at the starting point... no idea where to start... Can anyone help me? Urgh...
I'm always doing the last minute job... I shouldn't do that... I know.. but I'm just lazy!
Reaching the last day of long break... Now only I wana start my assignment... gone case...

I'm still under low mood...
What is "secret couple"? Why should secret couple exist???
Tell me if you are a so called "GUY"!!! (I thought you're mature enough!)
What's the point you want me to be a secret girl friend?
Am I so cheap?? Holding hands, kissing... only in the dark place???
I was so disappointed to all ur requests... especially SECRET COUPLE!!!
Well, if you dare to date, then what for you want everything to be in secret???
I don't think it's rational to do that... (for me)

Another case comes to me...
I should tell you... Don't force me to do what I don't like to do..
Every call, every message, I was the one who get bom everytime...
Did you ever think of what you are doing?
Love is not by force!
All the way you only target to have her...
but... what you did hurts her everytime...

I really thank Desmond so much...
Now, I know how to avoid...
I had learn to avoid, ignore, reject...
This few days... I rejected quite a number of dates...
I remember what you told me...
Thank you Des...

"Is anyone of you in trouble? He should pray.
Is anyone happy? Let him sing songs of praise."
James 5:13

I miss my cell group..
I really miss it...
My cg leader called... asking how come I'm not coming tonight?!
Hello! I'm still in Sibu la...
Anyway, thanks for his concern.
Thanks for all the encouraging messages...
Praise the Lord..

Yvonne
3.38am

God raises me up!!!

YOU raise me up!!!

~Presented to everyone whom I LOVE~

PRE - Fairy Tales

整夜睡不着觉，脑海一片混乱，爱情真的来了吗??
爱情的魔力让我无法入睡。我该怎么办? 我好难受...
感情的伤痛在我心中留下了抹不去的累痕。
面对新的恋情，我不晓得该如何去接受，给我一段时间.. 我不想再次承受那么大的打击。
你所言的一切，无形中给了我好大好大的压力。
面对你，我只有恐惧，压迫感。我很难受...
让我们顺其自然好吗? 我并不是不给我自己和我们机会，而是我怕我没能力去应付。
我不想让一切重演。我们先做朋友好吗? 让我先专心读书，先把这学期做好。
如果一切允许的话，我会到古晋一趟；
如果不允许的话，只好将一切带去澳洲了。好吗?

我知道我们一切的一切都是从海边开始的，我们玩冲浪的那一刻开始，我都记得。
只不过当时我没有顾虑太多，更不晓得爱情的火花已经被点燃。
让我印象最深刻的...
其实~~就是当你的手紧紧抓着我不放开的时候，我很惊讶，因为大浪的冲力已经将我们全部人的手冲开，可是你我却没有被松开。
当时并不懂太多，只是深深体验到被你维护的感觉。

曾经我很珍惜你对我的疼爱，我被感动过，
但我真的不想因为感情而再次失去一个那么照顾我的朋友。
如果神允许我们这辈子不分开，我愿意去接受一切。
但我希望我不会再做错的选择。
神把你带到我的身边，
我愿意去更深一层认识你，一直到故事的开始...

Memories...

3 years...

What is the most valuable thing that he gave me?
Hmmm... lots... the most expensive one should be mp4 (i guess)...

All the big big cutie bears... still left in my room...
I miss the big NEMO, big PIGGY, big SNOOPY, big BEAR, big DOLL...
I miss the hand made chicky, hand made name key chain from you...
All the little useful things in my study life which should accompany me to Australia... mp3, mp4, pendrives... gone...

Every little little thing that he did for me... brings memories to me...
My birthdays, valentine days... and also Chinese New Year, Mid autumn festivals, Christmas... You gave me lots of surprises (which I never expected) and sweet and touching memories...
I remember the 1st surprise that you gave me was you cancelled your flight to Kuching and celebrated my birthday for me at Tanahmas Hotel...
Also, the loves that you made with 19 candles at Li Hua Island... touches me lots...

All the roses that you gave me... dried up... you are the one who gave me the most roses...
No matter it's a special day or just a normal day, you gave me roses...
I asked you why suddenly give me roses?
You said even it's a normal day, I'm still loving you...

Few times you cooked for me,
few times you went to my NS camp,
few times you ran through the whole Kuching city and whole Sibu town to find what I love,
few times you invited me to Kuching and bought tickets for me,
few times you flew over to west M'sia to look for me...
they're all big sacrifices from you...

Well, I couldn't judge which will be the most valuable...
Still.. lots of memorable things surround my life...
Every little thing that you did in my life... I feel happiness...

Makan-makan... bising-bising...

FERRERO ROCHER~~~~
So happy to have chocolates tonight... haha... Didn't have it for so long already...
I loves chocolates... Muahh..

Well, I had a funny session with my bro&sis... Kinda cute... haha... My bro seems to be so mature... talking like a pastor...wow... Some more talking about LOVE... OMG!!!

I miss the time we always had fun together... Hoping for more time to be together... enjoy...

A thankful heart to him...

Yeah... 建辉! Thanks for accompany me during all the sadness moment that I faced.. Really wanna say THANK YOU so much...

Sweet sweet...

Receiving a lovely message & cute picture from
汪建辉!!!
So sweet... hehe...
*Muahhh*

Lazy + Tired + Sad = ???

Huh... sleep a lot... no mood to start my assignment... till Melody called and ask me to do it!!! Still... so lazy to do it... haha... Anyway, thanks for encouraging...

For the past two days, I felt really really sad... I'm in a low mood... receiving few sad messages from him.. really pity his life now... Anyway, God may guide his way...

Nothing to say for the moment... Just wanna take a long rest...

Sick sick sick.....

Huh... FLUing... So tiring... Hope Redoxon will help me... Argh...

Well, so happy to get some of my classmates from primary school back. Having a long chat with Fransic, gorek a lot of info from him as well. Hehe... However, however, however... he had forgotten who am I!!! My goodness!! He said I had changed a lot!! Haha... Of course... So happy... finally he still be able to recognise me... Yeah~~

Also, get to find some of my friends in friendster...
To all my primary or secondary schoolmates or classmates, please add me on friendster!!!

Hurry up ya!!!

曾经相爱的日子都是我们最甜蜜的日子

孙忍,

我想把以下这两首歌曲特别送给你.
希望你好好去聆听, 回忆我们曾经相爱的日子...

爱你的益帆

★★谁可以陪我去看星星?★★

★★我可以★★

寄 没有地址的信
这样得情绪 有种距离
你 放著谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨 下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福 真的不容易
在你得背景 有我爱你~

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明 我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分离
我多麼想每一次的美丽 是因为你

情 没有地址的信
这样的情绪 有种距离
你 放著谁得歌曲
是怎样的心情 能不能说给我听
雨 下的好安静
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
幸福 他真的不容易
在你得背景 有我爱你

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用多说明 我就要和你在一起
我不想又在一次和你分离
我多麼想每一次的美丽 是因为你
我可以 陪你去看星星 不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起 我不想 又再一次和你分离
我多麼想每一次得美丽 是因为你