GoodBye 2007!

Wonderful 2007!

Lots of memories..
Lots of sadness...
Lots of lessons...
Lots of thanks as well...

First and foremost,
I would like to thank our Lord Jesus for giving me such a wonderful year with joys and hardship, and leads my challenging life!! All the glory to the Lord!!

Also, my beloved dad and mum. Thanks for supporting me for this whole year. Thank you dad for being my bank and thank you mum for feeding me so much till you always call me fatty. Thank you for your love and understanding, providing what i need and always giving me the best decision.

Big bro and sis, little bro and sis, thank you!
Thanks for helping me when i'm in difficulties and gives me a lot of advises. Thanks for being my rubbish bin as well. There are still a lot of things need to be shared with you all.

Thanks also to all Hope friends..
Allowing me to have such a memorable holiday in January 2007...
The breakthrough, the penguins, the Permai, the services, the gatherings, the fellowship....

Thank you Mr. Morgan for bringing me to Hope Sibu..
Miss the moment we talk in the car, bullying those little boys behind..haha...
Also the days you always accompany me at night while I was in Klang..
Thanks for your support and cares..

Thank you Mr. Edmund for lighting up part of my life in February..
Sorry for rejecting.. Guess that you are still escaping from me.. But I really hope that we are still friends.. I'll always remember the days we had together and the whole night (25/2) you accompanied me before I left Sibu..

Thank you Mr. Desmond. Eventhough you hurt me deeply, still I'd like to thank you for your support when I faced difficulties in my study life. I knew your cares, I felt your loves, but.. really sorry.. As what I told your mum, and as what suggested by your mum, sis, and bro.. I should give up. Till now, you still remains. I really hope that you can be more mature. Anyway, I'll always remember the sweet memories we had together. I really enjoy and happy to be with you and you always tried your best to fulfil me and make me happy.

Thank you all the future pharmacists in cohort 08..
We have joy, we have fun, during our study time.. the killings, dissecting, dispensing, counseling... And class trip!!!

Also thanks to cg members in Klang. Thank you Daniel, Shyong, Keegan, Micheal, Chiew Yang, Yong, Sarah, Nicole, Wei Ming, Jian Chuang, and Sunny.. Thanks for all your supports and cares.
Thank you Mr. Jesse and Ms. Karen for allowing us to join carrot competition and became the big winner!!

Thank you piggy gang (Jo, Veron, Ann and Zoe). You are my great supporter!!
Special thanks to Ms. Veron as you really helped me a lot in my daily life and studies in Klang.

Thank you Melody and Rachel. Thank you Rach for allowing me to stay in KL and brought me to somewhere I don't know. Also, thanks Melody for being my alarm, study with me and bia with me. Miss the days we struggle together..haha...we chat more than we study...

Also, Mr. Thomas, thanks for being understanding and giving me supports eventhough I know that you are very busy for your study life in China.

Never forget Mr. Samuel as well. Thanks for helping me and being my rubbish bin as well. Thanks for bringing me to relax myself when I was down..

Finally, thank you everyone who had being part of my life..

~THANK YOU~
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 !!

BF vs. GF

男朋友,
是 牽起手會貼心,最疼妳,也最愛妳的人。

女朋友,
是 抱起來很溫暖,囉唆起很窩心,在身邊最疼你的,看不見又很懷念的人。

Comment from her

"Why settle for second best? When God's waiting to give you His BEST!!"

A very good phrase from my friend's pastor.
She passed this message to me and again... I should be STRONG!!!

Top 10 Reasons For Dating A Pharmacist !!!!



1-Very clean life style and bed style too.

2-We are well trained to listen.

3-Drug Dealers….with a license! Hell yea..

4-Free drugs, condoms, and birth control pills…We play safe!

5-When it comes to measures, we are precise, gentle, and got a whole bunch of leaks before reaching the end point! LOL, don’t u just love Titration?!

6-We know quite enough anatomy, to know what works and where.

7-We own a variety of lotions, creams and gels, and aren't afraid to use them.

8-We do it on the counter, in the car, and on hospital beds all day long.

9-We never miss a target ;)

10-Love is all about chemistry, right? …Well so is Pharmacy !

How naughty are you??!!

Choose your month, day, and colour of shirt that you are wearing.

Put them together and write your statement in a comment....
Come on give it a shot.

Pick the month you were born in:
January - I kissed
February - I killed
March - I ran naked with
April - I raped
May - I killed
June - I cuddled with
July - I had sex with
August - I ran shirtless with
September - I stabbed
October - I ate out
November - I slept with
December- I smoked with

Pick the day (number) you were born on
01 - the kool-aid man
02 - a horse
03 - a pornstar
04 - a toothbrush
05 - you
06 - a bag of weed
07 - your boyfriend
08 - your mom
09 - a emo kid
10 - a homo
11 - Paris Hilton
12 -the trojan man
13 - a whore
14 - a cat
15 - a pickle
16 - paris hilton
17 - a bisexual
18 - a dog
19 - an orange
20 - a crackhead
21 - a bowl of cereal
22 - an easter egg
23 - a prostitute
24 - a condom
25 - a jar of honey
26 - a lesbian
27 - a stripper
28 - a french fry
29 - your dealer
30 - a homeless guy
31 - your grandma

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing
White - because thats how I roll bitch
Black - because I'm sexy
Pink - because I love weed
Red - because I have AMAZING boobs
Blue - because I'm a pimp and your jealous
Polka Dots - because I hate my life
Purple - because I'm gay
Gray - Because the lil people told me to
Other - because I have double D's
Green - because I'm beautiful
Orange - because I smoke crack
Turqoise - because I have a noodle in my nose
Brown - because i like to
Shirtless - because I've got abs

Words to someone...

8 days passed...
Didn't get to hear your sound for 8 days...

Days without your news, your voice...
I couldn't explain how's the feeling...
I'm just trying to get myself into the life without you...
I know that I'm looking for excuses to tell myself that you are VERY busy!

I don't know what had happen on you...
Or...maybe I'm just too troublesome for you...
I don't dare to disturb you all the times...
That's why I don't even dare to send a message to you...
You are a busy man in my heart...
I don't dare to go closer to you...
You are a fierce tiger when you are busy...

I have no idea what should I say now...
Maybe I'm just thinking too much...
Or...I'm just missing a friend whom I care for?
Or...Do I ... hmmm... nothing... Let God decides...

I really hope that I don't want to quarrel with you...
Eventhough you said that you are tension most of the times...
I choose to be silent because I want peace...
I choose not to sms you because I don't want quarrel...
I choose to keep all the sadness in my heart because I don't want to burden you...
Now...
I choose to leave my words here because I hope that you can understand me...
I hope that you can be truthful to me...
And I hope that the ways that I chose to do...are good ways...
If not...do let me know...

I miss the days you brought me to cg...
Miss the conversations we had in the car...
Miss the time we had at the beach...
Miss the days we quarrel on phone when I was in Klang...
Miss the voice I listened every night before I sleep...
Miss the supports I had when I was down...
Miss the discussions we had together before...
Miss those days I lied on the bed, talking with you...

I really miss it...
But now...
I lost it...

真假难分

到底什么是真心?真情?
很不明白。。。
真的很搞 不懂为何爱一个人要那么辛苦?
经不起爱的考验吗?
爱一个人就要面对失去朋友的痛苦吗?
那不是真心朋友吧!!
就算是情敌,
爱始终还是爱。
我有我的自由去爱一个我爱的人。
当然我也没有勉强他来爱我,
一切爱的权力还是掌握在他的手中,
既然他选择了他爱的,
那有 什么不对呢???
是我的错吗???
你们非要拆散我们不可吗?
身为朋友就更应该祝福啊!!!!
而你们呢???!!!
为何要不择手段来拆散我们呢??
不甘心吗?还是要试探我们的感情有多坚固呢?
省省力气和时间吧!!!
我把你们当成姐妹,
而你们呢?
处处捏造谣言来破坏我对他的信任?
够了!!!!

Fate or ???

Missed a call from a precious friend who left to China to further his study.
He's so busy and I was in blur case when I saw his call and yet I didn't answer.
Really sad... knowing that he's fine... but... always disturbed by outsider while he was sleeping...
Hoping that he can have a peaceful day...

Chatted with a friend who worked in Adelaide...
A guy who always busy and would not have time to chat...
But finally he came to me and chat with me...
Sounds surprising...
Anyway, hoping that his interview is fine in Brisbane tomorrow...

Went to a cg tonight...
Get to see all the cg members....
My leader can't even remember my name...
Sob...
Anyway, really enjoyed myself in cg...
Gathered with old friends....
Talking our new lives....(especially in relationship)

Some married, some pakto...
Some still studying...
everything changed....
Guai guai lui become open minded...
Kids get influenced by daddy....
Oh my God....
Where is the good daddy????