Happy Mooncake Festival, everyone!

It's Mid-Autumn festival..
Once again, wishing everyone has a wonderful celebration...
I had mine with all my coursemates, enjoyed indeed a wonderful night with them...
It's a great night...
Enjoy...

Prayer, strengthens me...

What had happen to me?
Literature review makes me crazy!!
An assignment that frustrated me lots...
I don't know what to say...
Perhaps that's a moral to me...
I should relax more, but not hurry myself!
In fact, there's nothing to be perfect..

Few nights couldn't sleep well..
Looking into the sky,
dark clouds had covered the bright moon...
no stars at all...
what does it represents?

Hiding myself in the bed,
peeping through the window...
everything seems dark...
Sadness were hidden in my heart...
Why am I so stressful?
Shouldn't I relax?
What had went on?
A mistake that I shouldn't do?
Sigh...

I need more encouragements...
I need to pray harder...
Go nearer to God...
I trust that God is always there for me...
as long as i never leave Him...

Jude 1:20 ~ But you dear friends, build yourself up in your most holy faith and pray in the Holy Spirit.

Yea~ I should pray...
In fact, prayer strengthens my heart...
Hoping for a miracle tomorrow...

Bon voyage, Thomas!

Hey, Mato!

You are always on my mind!

Keep in touch!

All the best!

Take care ya...

God bless you...

Love,

Yvonne.

Has the problems gone?

Receiving a surprising call from him in the midnight...
Well, just a normal chatting...
Feeling a lot better than previous chattings...
Thanks God...
Hope he is doing well in his new life...

I'm OFF...

Busy... Busy... Busy...

Nevermind...
Enjoy the laughings and chattings during the pre pharm lab preparations...
Enjoy the processes during lab sessions...
Relax for the tough M&I assignment... sweat

More updates soon...

PRE - Fairy Tales (part 2)

my impression in his heart...

"from the 1st time, i saw u, can see tat u cant express urself well.
everythin keep inside ur heart.
when u start to talk, i was quite shock tat u are very active.
coz when we talk, was in desmond car.. suddenly he was so quiet..
so anyway, tat's was not important.
during cg or any event, can see tat u try to act like a lady..
then when at beach... when hold ur hands, jst realize that this girl is not what i think.. she more weaker than she is..
she needs more encouragement, security, comfort..
then from there we start to sms or msn.. "

I wonder...

After viewing one of my friend's profile...
give me a breath...
wow... Love is so powerful!
Even gal with gal...
I could hardly accept it now...
Even though I experienced it before...

Somebody asked me before: How can you fall in love with a gal??
I couldn't answer. Perhaps the feeling of LOVE was there.
I loved her before.
Maybe that's my 1st love. That's why I loved her lots.
Thanks for loving me so much as well.
Anyway, everything had passed.
She is still a SHE now. What I can say is: You're always so handsome! haha...
To all the gals who loved me before, honestly speaking,
I'm sorry. i had never being a TOM BOY.
Just characterize like a guy only. hehe...
Sorry for not accepting the love declaration from you all...

Thanks for all the memories...

Miserable days?

Whole day just wasted like that. Eat, sleep, chatting...
Hmmm...
assignment... still at the starting point... no idea where to start... Can anyone help me? Urgh...
I'm always doing the last minute job... I shouldn't do that... I know.. but I'm just lazy!
Reaching the last day of long break... Now only I wana start my assignment... gone case...

I'm still under low mood...
What is "secret couple"? Why should secret couple exist???
Tell me if you are a so called "GUY"!!! (I thought you're mature enough!)
What's the point you want me to be a secret girl friend?
Am I so cheap?? Holding hands, kissing... only in the dark place???
I was so disappointed to all ur requests... especially SECRET COUPLE!!!
Well, if you dare to date, then what for you want everything to be in secret???
I don't think it's rational to do that... (for me)

Another case comes to me...
I should tell you... Don't force me to do what I don't like to do..
Every call, every message, I was the one who get bom everytime...
Did you ever think of what you are doing?
Love is not by force!
All the way you only target to have her...
but... what you did hurts her everytime...

I really thank Desmond so much...
Now, I know how to avoid...
I had learn to avoid, ignore, reject...
This few days... I rejected quite a number of dates...
I remember what you told me...
Thank you Des...

"Is anyone of you in trouble? He should pray.
Is anyone happy? Let him sing songs of praise."
James 5:13

I miss my cell group..
I really miss it...
My cg leader called... asking how come I'm not coming tonight?!
Hello! I'm still in Sibu la...
Anyway, thanks for his concern.
Thanks for all the encouraging messages...
Praise the Lord..

Yvonne
3.38am

God raises me up!!!

YOU raise me up!!!

~Presented to everyone whom I LOVE~